dirty pretty things 29/12/08

why does youtube suck 21/12/08

i'm supremely pissed
that youtube is uber shitty.

reflections 21/12/08





15/09/08 you people ...

Admit it!Despite your pseudo-bohemian appearance
And vaguely leftist doctrine of beliefs You know nothing about art or sex
That you couldn’t read in any trendy
New York underground fashion magazine Prototypical non-conformist
You are a vacuous soldier of the thrift store Gestapo
You adhere to a set of standards and tastes
That appear to be determined by an unseen panel of hipster judges (bullshit)
Giving a thumbs up or thumbs down to incoming and outgoing trends and styles of music and art Go analog baby, you’re so post-modern
You’re diving face forward into a antiquated past
It’s disgusting, it's offensive, don’t stick your nose up at me
Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself?
What do you have to say for yourself
You spend your time sitting in circles with your friends
Pontificating to each other
Forever competing for that one moment of self-aggrandizing glory
In which you hog the intellectual spotlight
Holding dominion over the entire shallow pointless conversation
(Oh, we’re not worthy)
When you walk by a group of quote-unquote normal people
You chuckle to yourself patting yourself on the back as you scoff
It's the same superiority complex
Shared by the high school jocks who made your life a living hell
And makes you a slave to the competitive capitalist dogma
You spend every moment of your waking life bitching about
Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself?
What do you have to say for yourself?
Well let me tell you this, I am shamelessly self-involved I spend hours in front of the mirror, making my hair elegantly disheveled
I worry about how this album will sell
Because I believe it will determine the amount of sex I will have in the future
I self medicate with drugs and alcohol to treat my extreme social anxiety
You are a faker (admit it) You are a fraud (admit it)
Yeah, you’re living a lie living a lie, you’re life is living a lie
You don’t impress me (admit it) You don’t intimidate me (admit it)
Why don’t you bow down, get on the ground, walk this fucking plank
Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself
And I am done with this I wanna taste the breeze of every great city
So you'll come to be, made of these urges unfulfilled

Oh no, no, no, no, no When I'm dead I'll rest When I'm dead I'll rest, lay stillWhen I'm dead I'll rest, I'll restWhen I'm dead I'll rest, I'll restWhen I'm dead I'll rest, I'll restWhen I'm dead I'll rest, I'll rest

i hate the self proclaimed hipsters,
i hate people who stereotype themselves to be hipsters
i hate the word "hipster" in all its meaning.

i did not write this, i'm just quoting it, i guess.

04/09/08 oh kath


04/09/08 sometimes

things just tend to go oh so well
and i'm glad

right now i couldn't ask for more

^^ and yes i will be posting a lot more from now on
just getting back into the groove of things.

29/08/08 sorry

sorry for keeping you

29/07/08 you can be my number one

29/07/08 OTAKUTHON 08

we made some friends :)

some yaoi live action we missed out on
can't wait for next years <3

29/07/08 19 days

since my last post :/ sorry bout that


05/07/08 what cousins are for

my favourite part is " There's a weapon which we must use" 8-)

i miss them :(

29/06/08 PiKAPiKA!! project!

i love this

i want to do a video of this sort
it makes me happy ^^

29/06/08 i just want to danc e

i just want to danc e
i am going to
not sure what style but
i want to

can't wait to go to laronde

27/06/08 my party people

my kind of night club ;)

27/06/08 WELL looky what i found

i didn't know she re did it ?

27/06/08 OH no he's a lot more than just a prop to me

love the choreography haha mia's ideas :P

24/06/08 ...

you know after last night
i was soo depressed
i think i had the worst day of the summer yesterday

and i mean the worst.

anyways, i actually thought out of all that happened
that something good might occur out of what had just happened

but i'm sorry to say; it's right back to where we left it ...
isn't it funny how people come and talk to you soo much
in one night but you know after that night the next day they'll probably
stop talking to you

i'm just wondering what the point of things were
to come justify stuff just so you can feel better about yourself
'cause that's the image that i'm left with, no ones trying to make you look bad
well that's most likely a lie, i'm not trying to make you look bad
i just don't know anymore ?

what's the use

i don't want you nor do i expect you to read this and understand it
i just thought you were something more

i'm not any better but ...

20/06/08 MTL's got nothing on them

-_- i'm so sick of this...

mtl please...

they are pros (L)

they have my reeespect.

19/06/08 deal

i don't know much but the last few weeks have been a mouthful.
troublesome times, that is what you may say

but i prefer to call it nothing more than a process,

between beauty lays the ill-favored...and once you reach the ill-favored beauty blossoms once more..

the grass will be greener in lighter terms i suppose

but for now i let loose some thoughts through my keyboard

and onto this page. Emotionless it may seem but words are potent when

applied in the right manner.

today was a beautiful day no matter who may contradict me.

yes, it rained, it poured even but still something shone through, no.. no sun

no shine just a feeling of somewhat warmth even through the damp chill.

i lay on my grandmothers couch while my hoody was put to rest in the dryer.

i thought and grew weary, all i ask is to no longer feel what makes me so ill.

ill, disdain

it will end, as i said it's a process..

ahah i hope no one catchs on ^^ steffie will.

16/06/08 careful what you wish for

this is what i want ;)

15/06/08 another film

makes me want to watch the movie so bad.

15/06/08 comptine d'ete

:) kudos goes to nik for finding this!

11/06/08 I'm a swinger baby

actually sunday morning at 5 30 am
i left a house-party in a neighbourhood all too unfamiliar to me
to go outside for a walk because
everyone was out (unconcious)
and i was in no mood to sleep
i did swing in the park
i did it for a good 30 minutes
then i walked back.
i thought a lot on that walk there
and while swinging,
on the walk back things were different.
good or bad i don't care, i'm just glad they were

11/06/08 Bones

it's only natural

i am hinting at lyrcis -_-

06/06/08 still tonight

first off i hate her.

second i can't believe i recognized him

thirdly, he's way better looking with no stupid glasses

and in conclusion she sucks.

06/06/08 TAKE THAT ZOE

mine will be a news paper costume

05/06/08 also in todays news

i know, i know, i'm not a woman
but it is somewhat funny

05/06/08 HAY ladiez

i love them too

only 3% of artists that are in the MET. are women

but 83% of the nudes are of women.

does a woman have to be nude to get into US museums?

02/06/08 I'm sorry i just love them

Ambiguous much ?



They were amazing!!!!

although the crowd was minorly sucky...

being sandwiched between a drunken musique plus vj

and her strangely intoxicated friends...

well let's just say it wasn't quite that


zoe and kim attended

ps this is the vj :

30/05/08 constant udapting



i am supposed to be working aha

cause i do :) <333333

30/05/08 WHEN GOD GIVES YOU LEMONS you find a new god



a guy from my highschool made these

30/05/08 I Ain't going to wear the clothes that you like (during the day)

I'm sorry sam i don't think'll ever be able to resize images the way you want


if you don't get the 524254274 references then you suck.

30/05/08 DELETED

if i could marry anyone on this fair planet, it would be this fair gentlement here

i deleted a lot of former posts sorry ^^

29/05/08 Burn Baby burn

i've been out for a while and
i'm going out tonight
i don't think it's a good idea
but i'm still going

i'm sorry if my posts aren't as long as they used to be

some posts will be longer than others ^^


29/05/08 hits the fan

do you recognize him ?? haha

26/05/08 PAT

i did some casual modeling, you know the uge

26/05/08 photomathon

only once a week ;)

30/03/08 Absolutely Fabulous

I've no photos to upload on the hotel computer
yet from the trip

but it's been great!
NYC is a lot of fun
we went out to dine a mr chows
amazing service great food lovely champagne

loads of shopping bergdorfs (excuse me if i mispelled that)
bloomingdales sephora and other fine stores :D

tomorow brooklyn
and then after that
the moma and onward back to montreal

brooklyn is going to be filled
with wonderful stores and
thrifting ;)

i shall get back to you on this post later on
tomorow or if not monday night

thank you loreta and jess i love you both
it's amazing
espescially spending your eighteenth birthday here
and at mr chows !!

24/03/08 A final frenzy

I've found myself once again scrambling to get things ready for one of my last
weeks of school. Things fly by so fast it's quite scary...
Almost done another semestre of cegep and not much to show for it.
Truly I find the whole CEGEP process quite frightening.

My friend just came back from L.A. and I think we should all go and check him
and his best friend out hihi
I am not saying this for publicity but because I truly
am interested in their music

here's a link to their page: myspace.com/markandalex

I think it's worth a look

anyways he brought me back some mad clothes and some jellybeans which happen to be my favourite candy ^^

I leave in a few days for New York city and I cannot wait

anyways I realy should get back to my homework
so I bid you farewell!

20/03/08 wonderful weather for all

well well well,
i have not posted a blog in forever
and i am truly sorry dear bloggers..

I have been on march break and have not
been able to focus on quite much but tonight
was rather productive

I've been lurking the internet for interesting finds
and i've somewhat managed to find great stuff.
I for one love forms of expression such as photography and art, litterature and music.

I will continue to prowl the net for pieces and works that I happen to like just for you fellow bloggers!

this is it for now, I shall speak with you later!

02/03/08 dreadful, but a sweet delight

today was awfully dreadful...
but there were nonetheless brighter parts of the day.
me and my buddy went to the museum... for my
drawing class assignment only to find out
that.. it's due in two weeks...

We marched onwards to Chinatown after going around in
circles for a few minutes on the metro...

finally we arrived and we headed for bubble tease,
lovely place i might add, and we had the most wonderfully tasteful
bubble tease i've ever drank.

Then on to the bakery. i bought myself a few tasty pastries

and when went to catch the bus.

Now i am at home, it is 11.07
and i must write a humanities essay...
i've lost my outline...
and i'm absolutely distressed

what to do, what to do, what to do..

oh dear, help!

01/03/08 endings for new beginnings

i've come to the bright conclusion of creating a blog,
though i've no skills for this, i will try my best.
i think it a mighty way to express myself
and to get my thoughts out somewhere.

i can't wait to get started^^